[ this is a difficult conversation... and he's had to have it a couple of times. it hasn't gotten easier, and this is perhaps one of the most difficult ones, because tea means such a lot to him, and he knows this is probably hurting her to hear. ]

[ the hug helps, and he brings a claw up to return it. ] ...yes, that is the worry. But what if nobody is there. Sometimes you've been taken alone to a game and none of your unitmates are there to help. Or they're just as dead and incapacitated as you. It's hard to predict how badly a game is going to wreck you and yours. I... tried to be civil, tried to work something out, but I'm sick of feeling like I'm being talked down to. And I know a part of it's me, ...my own feelings of [ and he grits his teeth, trying to quell his own anger. ] inadequacy. It sometimes feels like nothing I have done and nothing I will ever do will be enough for him and for some people.

B- But nevermind that. I... [ he takes a deep breath. ] I know. [ taking a step back he cups her cheek. ] And I realize I'm asking a lot here, but I need you to trust me. My decision may look stupid, but I am alright. [ his stare is intense, as if trying to tell her more than he can truly say. ] I am better off than I was. [ leans in for a nuzzle. ] ...trust me.